Seeking _____...

. nearly a year has come and gone and I CLEARLY forgot all bout my little blog... poor thing.. i need to vent, a creative outlet, so I searched and looked for it (my blog).. and here I am..

..anywho, i seriously need to feng shui my life.. everything feels out of order.. i made some mistakes.. nothing terribly awful, but still horrid enough to create a small rift in the world of team rizzle.. im fixing it.. we're too good of a team.. too good of a match..

.business has been slow. thats a good thing.. its giving me plenty of time to figure out my authentic purpose.. back to writing? helping people (thats what the other half of team rizzle says and so does my mom).. my bar? my boutique? my day spa? i say lets do it all.. but where do i start first>> clearly its here, writing..

i read other people's blogs all the time and theirs usually serves a purpose, like fashion (a majority) but mine is going to be a tad more personal.. im going to create and document my adventures ... better yet, get out of my Cancer state of mind (crabby--introverted--reclusive) and get out and experience. and write (blog). hopefully one day publish my Big Blue Book .. (its a book that I wrote over the course of my high school years, 2000-2004 chronicling my observations about teachers, first kisses, crushes, skating rink massacres and high school drama alike.. Its a historical monument lmao!)

well.. thats all for now.