Love or Lust Experience
hmmm...maybe one day i'll get my very own personal everything, lol.
*This blog was originally posted on my Myspace page...I'm deleting it from there and b/c I like it so much, I'm reposting it on here (facebook). Feel free to leave comments!*
-- And 3yrs later... I'm reposting it again... =)
So....I've been single for about 7 1/2 months and you know what...I enjoy dating and "playing the field" a lot..I mean, a lot a lot...but there is something missing...that "IT" factor...the thing that makes me fall head over heels in LUST....(b/c for me, I'm not ready for the whole "love" scene)....I've been on a couple of dates here and there...been thinking outside the box and, to much failure, don't like whats out there and as a result, I backtrack (talk to old flames, *sad face*)...NOT A GOOD LOOK...I just need something and someone new. I want a new experience when it comes to dating and relations. If I could just find what I believe is my ideal then I would be just fine..(duhh, and so would everyone else in the world who's looking for their ideal)...the thing is, I'm lazy when it comes to putting myself "out there"...I really am. I'm introverted and arrogant (not a bad thing) and a smart ass and most of the time I really could care less about a first impression or being politically correct or even being appealing because most of the time I'm self absorbed...I don't think that's a good thing though...Right now I'm rambling...
My Ideal, Physically
tall as I or taller....dark ( I dunno, I'm really attracted to dark skinned dudes...maybe cuz all the light brights I've fucked with turned out being not a good match)...PRETTIFUL TEETH { i cant stress that ENOUGH...}....prettiful eyes...but I dont want no fat ass or a skinny one either...athletically built...I dont like big chunky muscular dudes...they tend to have small dicks {rotflmao} and thats almost always a very sad situation...LIPS....nice full lips are a must...not paper thin ones (yuck ) and mos def not big sloppy nasty crusty ones either...LMFAO...nice hands and a certain arrogant swagger about himself (think Jeezy...TI...yes...)...
My Ideal
i DONT want no clingy ass broke dude...i DONT want someone in my life who isn't ambitious...i DONT want anyone in my life who is preoccupied with children and baby momma(s) {who has time for that bullshit?} ...i DONT want anyone in my life who is a momma' s boy...boooo...i DONT want no one who plays fluckin playstation and xbox all day....i want someone who can cook and who is caring and who can make me laugh and who I can feel completely comfortable and slightly vulnerable around....i want someone who isn't selfish between the sheets (jus being honest ) and I want someone who has charisma and charm and who is honest (and by that I dont mean every other phrase is "real talk" b/c 9 times outta 10 thas a lie)....i want someone who has a job and is in school and likes to try new restaurants and go to spots other than the fluckin movies and clubs all the damn time...i want someone who has a car and while a grand marquis sittin on 23's is nice {clarification* not a requirement, lol) , he doesn't let that consume him (meaning he doesn't let materialistic things define him}...i DONT want a fluckin aspiring rapper or producer or anything like that...I'm jus bein realistic...I want someone who will be just as crazy over me as I will over him...
I'm not going to look for it though...I suppose when God feels it is the right time for us to meet, He'll make it happen...Until then, I guess I'll.....live and let be. Bye
*This blog was originally posted on my Myspace page...I'm deleting it from there and b/c I like it so much, I'm reposting it on here (facebook). Feel free to leave comments!*
-- And 3yrs later... I'm reposting it again... =)
So....I've been single for about 7 1/2 months and you know what...I enjoy dating and "playing the field" a lot..I mean, a lot a lot...but there is something missing...that "IT" factor...the thing that makes me fall head over heels in LUST....(b/c for me, I'm not ready for the whole "love" scene)....I've been on a couple of dates here and there...been thinking outside the box and, to much failure, don't like whats out there and as a result, I backtrack (talk to old flames, *sad face*)...NOT A GOOD LOOK...I just need something and someone new. I want a new experience when it comes to dating and relations. If I could just find what I believe is my ideal then I would be just fine..(duhh, and so would everyone else in the world who's looking for their ideal)...the thing is, I'm lazy when it comes to putting myself "out there"...I really am. I'm introverted and arrogant (not a bad thing) and a smart ass and most of the time I really could care less about a first impression or being politically correct or even being appealing because most of the time I'm self absorbed...I don't think that's a good thing though...Right now I'm rambling...
My Ideal, Physically
tall as I or taller....dark ( I dunno, I'm really attracted to dark skinned dudes...maybe cuz all the light brights I've fucked with turned out being not a good match)...PRETTIFUL TEETH { i cant stress that ENOUGH...}....prettiful eyes...but I dont want no fat ass or a skinny one either...athletically built...I dont like big chunky muscular dudes...they tend to have small dicks {rotflmao} and thats almost always a very sad situation...LIPS....nice full lips are a must...not paper thin ones (yuck ) and mos def not big sloppy nasty crusty ones either...LMFAO...nice hands and a certain arrogant swagger about himself (think Jeezy...TI...yes...)...
My Ideal
i DONT want no clingy ass broke dude...i DONT want someone in my life who isn't ambitious...i DONT want anyone in my life who is preoccupied with children and baby momma(s) {who has time for that bullshit?} ...i DONT want anyone in my life who is a momma' s boy...boooo...i DONT want no one who plays fluckin playstation and xbox all day....i want someone who can cook and who is caring and who can make me laugh and who I can feel completely comfortable and slightly vulnerable around....i want someone who isn't selfish between the sheets (jus being honest ) and I want someone who has charisma and charm and who is honest (and by that I dont mean every other phrase is "real talk" b/c 9 times outta 10 thas a lie)....i want someone who has a job and is in school and likes to try new restaurants and go to spots other than the fluckin movies and clubs all the damn time...i want someone who has a car and while a grand marquis sittin on 23's is nice {clarification* not a requirement, lol) , he doesn't let that consume him (meaning he doesn't let materialistic things define him}...i DONT want a fluckin aspiring rapper or producer or anything like that...I'm jus bein realistic...I want someone who will be just as crazy over me as I will over him...
I'm not going to look for it though...I suppose when God feels it is the right time for us to meet, He'll make it happen...Until then, I guess I'll.....live and let be. Bye
WoooooooW Lee!! I feel you though, and since you already know what you want, be sure you stick to it and dont settle.. you gotta be with what makes you happy... *bleep* everythang else!!!!
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